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Dreamer

"I’m living, breathing proof that you can strut through hell in six-inch heels and come out the other side with your wings still shining and your lipstick un-smudged. Don’t let the halo fool you, darling—I didn’t pick it up in some fairy tale meadow. I forged it in the furnace of my own fucking survival, and every feather is lined with a story they couldn’t break me with. I don’t just wear scars, I flaunt them. They’re my war paint, my jewels, my proof that I can take a hit, sip my coffee, and laugh while the world wonders how the hell I’m still standing. People like to whisper, “She’s too much.” You’re damn right I am. I’m too fierce, too bold, too real for anyone still living life on mute. My fire scares those who only know how to simmer. I wasn’t built for soft edges and easy roads. I’m the storm you don’t see coming, the hurricane that blows the doors off every box they try to shove me into. And when I walk away from the chaos, you better believe I do it with a smirk and a mid...
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where do they end

In that slow , moving trail of vans , some heading up, while others used the other way. So many , and I could only figure out the amount of beings in them. Through the window, I could somehow watch them, maybe everyone was going through different emotions according to their facial expressions, no time, just wait, very soon, and alot of some other things.  Where really were they heading? Maybe it's the same place where I saw those two vehicles colide? Nairobi,  a crazy space for living. 🥲
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Change

And he didn't talk to me about the life after,  he feared maybe,  he wasn't aware🥲 . But Dad , how could you? . And that day you were laid to rest, I felt dark humour creeping in my life , I was not sure what it could transform to😪. Aggression was my weapon,  immersing myself into the world,  yes the people of earth, so I interacted. Dad, I made it out , but you now understand,   I made it out with the "world in me". And I changed.  🥲, I am confident I'm rewriting the dreams that keep popping in my sleep,  and even if they tell me not to sleep,  I do it , that's the only way I'm dreaming 💚💚. My name is Mijude Llocco.  A dreamer.   🤑 The fact is , I just feel it , within me , in my surroundings.  They were so busy, everyone.  And now I also thought to be the same,  busy, to do something,  atleast a bit by bit. Like diaries,  today I'm here at an office,  in a certain apartment in Nairobi....
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So close to my dreams

Dreams could be invisible,  but sincerely speaking,  I am literally living that dream. Trying to figure out who I could really become, I only realised that I was living that dream. I stopped complaining about what I could own to make a life, since I was now living the dream. I used to enter a monologue everyday as I tried to figure out how a young man like me would possess a tool to contribute to my dream. I had a phone , thanks. Now I can tell people stories of my path towards dreaming. 🥲. My name is Mijude Llocco. A dreamer .
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